dont pass it aside if you cant take them pain of waiting for it to come back around
xtragicpoemx
Dec 05, 2008
i know, i havent been on in a while. stupid buzznet freezing my computer when i try to log in xP.
anyway...so much has happened since ive last made a post. it feels like its been months (to think about it, it probably has been lol). i fell in love but couldnt pull myself back up...if you ever get that one chance to be with the one that you absolutely love, take it. embrace it. hold it and never ever ever let go and just keep it safe. cause once its gone its gone, no getting it back. dont be stupid. like me...if he tries to kiss you dont pull away, no matter how nervous you are. you might never get the chance again. it happened to me....and i cant tell you how badly i wanted it. i cant tell you how long i waited, for that one moment and i threw it away. its been about two weeks now, and where am i? im sitting here, giving my best friend advice. cause shes dating him. do you know how badly it hurts to save a relationship, that youre not even in? one that you wish you could be in? and they tell me there in love. they talk about their future. and life is like a waiting room. you sit in this cold hard chair and you watch all of these people pass by and you wonder what they did and what theyre doing and why there here and why there hair is the way it is and you never once stop to realize whats going on in your own life. and then once it smacks you in the face you realize...you just gave your room to someone else and now you have to wait another ten hours bla bla bla. but its been a week now. and i dont think i can wait any longer. love sucks but i guess.were gonna get hurt all our lives. and ill just take what i can get i guess.
anyway...so much has happened since ive last made a post. it feels like its been months (to think about it, it probably has been lol). i fell in love but couldnt pull myself back up...if you ever get that one chance to be with the one that you absolutely love, take it. embrace it. hold it and never ever ever let go and just keep it safe. cause once its gone its gone, no getting it back. dont be stupid. like me...if he tries to kiss you dont pull away, no matter how nervous you are. you might never get the chance again. it happened to me....and i cant tell you how badly i wanted it. i cant tell you how long i waited, for that one moment and i threw it away. its been about two weeks now, and where am i? im sitting here, giving my best friend advice. cause shes dating him. do you know how badly it hurts to save a relationship, that youre not even in? one that you wish you could be in? and they tell me there in love. they talk about their future. and life is like a waiting room. you sit in this cold hard chair and you watch all of these people pass by and you wonder what they did and what theyre doing and why there here and why there hair is the way it is and you never once stop to realize whats going on in your own life. and then once it smacks you in the face you realize...you just gave your room to someone else and now you have to wait another ten hours bla bla bla. but its been a week now. and i dont think i can wait any longer. love sucks but i guess.were gonna get hurt all our lives. and ill just take what i can get i guess.
