it just takes some time, little girl youre in the middle of the ride

life is pretty crazy. theres so many good and bad things happening and its all coming at me so fast...new house, loss of eight years of a family, parents splitting...and then theres tyler...and idk. im just so...confused. about everything.


im thinking i love you.




im going to clear my head of all this madness.



ryan ross is the structure to my life
i cant take how much i love the song halloween by meg&dia (it makes me think of you)
i need new band tees.
i cant decide between taste of chaos or fall out boys tour.
i cant believe she fucked him.
i cant believe he fucker HER.
im sick of all the bullshit you put me through
i need new gloomy bears.
i need to get some new posters.
i miss my computer dearly, thank god only one more month in storage.
writing songs is amazing stress relief.
i am in love with this guy named tyler.
he could care less.
my stepdads a fucking DOUCHEBAG.
i need to buy mondayeyes, herbavore, guilty pleasure, glamour kills, and imagine jack vanek bracelets.
brendon urie is like medicine for the ear
oli sykes -- no words.
i need to redo my myspace.
i want to be in my new house NOWWWWWWW
i need to welcome god back in my life
i need to start making better decisions.
i need to start making an effort in school.
i want to improve my life.
i think i dont want to give up on you just yet.
im sick of fighting with my mom...
i need to be healthier.