what do i do...

i need advice...i need something. i fucked up and i have no clue what to do. and im scared to death that hes going to dump he now. it sucks because i waited since september...for him...and i just fucked up everything and i listened to what everyone else said before going to him and i made accusations. i cant take it.


i dont think before i do shit.
fucking. ugh.

i do love him but not in that way yet...

well....things are complicated.
it sucks cause i have everything i wants.


-5 fall out boy believers never die part deux tour tickets in san jose (oneforhimtoo)
-the best friends people could ask for
-an amazing boyfriend...
-all the clothes and shit i could ever want.
-new house
-mended family issues
-just...everything

and it sucks. cause i fuck everything up. and nothing ever seems like enough...